"It's taking an awful amount of effort, now that I'm out of the disaster zone (but still covered in mud and tasting shit) to not just dump all of my emotions on every person who contacts Me... I'm so tired as I didn't sleep or really eat at all during the past few days. The quicker I moved, the quicker I could get out, with the conditions of the house and the condition of My own body deteriorating more and more.
I keep hallucinating and asking myself when we're going home... even when I'm standing at My own front door. When the dam broke and the water started rising in the front yard, when I grabbed our bug out bags and waded to safety with my family... I left the concept of that being My home behind in that moment.
My delirious mind can't comprehend that I won't get home to the Dollhouse for another 2 hours and won't realistically get to sleep tonight (I have to be up for washer/dryer changes because we have SO MANY flooded clothes to wash for our family who have nothing to wear back in the zone).
I don't know how I led an entire ass evacuation with this level of brain power... all I know is that I had no choice. Still don't."
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"The devastation to our lives and livelihoods is only just beginning.
The mortgage tried to come out of our bank account despite us requesting deferral. Apparently our account only had $30 in it because we haven't been able to access any ATMs or out money in in any other way. (The fundraisers are not yet depositing into the correct accounts for this to have been headed off, we haven't had any internet to set anything up of course...)
We had multiple massive furniture orders being quoted just in this past month or so that would have paid our bills for this next year of business, but now of course we do not have any of our welding supplies nor our shop to work out of. We cannot make anything, much less complicated furniture with curved pipes and hydraulics, when we have no tools, no materials, no nothing...
I can't make Final Bosses without the pneumatic punch press that My wife made for Me. It can be rebuilt, but not while she is stuck in the mud trying to salvage what's left of the auto shop before our only working hauling diesel truck (aka the only vehicle that can transport anything now that the Brig is gone) decides to break down for the 4th time this year.
I'm terribly worried that in the 6 hour drives back and forth to the Dollhouse that she's going to break down in an area where there is no power nor cell service, which is most of them.
I have an infection all over my mouth and had to push myself so so so hard to get everything out that I became delirious and could barely keep myself standing, much less directing an entire recovery effort. So many of our belongings are damaged just from the packing and transporting process alone because we didn't have time to do much more than chuck anything we wanted to save into the trailer and hope for the best. And I still have unloading and unpacking to do once I get to the Dollhouse tonight. It's been over a week (including our crazy extensive prep that ended up being for naught) of picking up and putting down absolutely everything in the house and workshops. I have no more pick up nor put down in me."
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